A monologue from the tv series written by Phoebe Waller-Bridge, Emerald Fennell, Suzanne Heathcote, & Laura Neal
S2 – E6
VILLANELLE
I have real trouble telling the truth. I don’t understand the concept actually. But somebody told me it was important so here it goes.
Most of the time, most days, I feel …..nothing. I don’t feel anything. It is so boring. I wake up and I think….again?
Really? I have to do this – again. And what I really don’t understand is how come everybody else isn’t screaming with boredom too….
I try to find ways to make myself feel something more and more and more … it doesn’t make any difference.
No matter what I do I don’t feel anything. I hurt myself, It doesn’t hurt. I buy what I want, I don’t want it.
I do what I like, I don’t like it. I’m just so…..bored.